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Change of date of blogshop's launch

2012-01-28T11:55:00.000+08:00

Due to technical problems, I am really sorry to announce that it'll not be possible for my blogshop to be launched on 1february. Really sorry about it! :( however, I can promise that a sneak preview will definitely be uploaded by 1February. I'll disclose the Facebook/Twitter accounts' name (which is my store's name) as soon as the pictures are ready. Of course, I'll also reconfirm with you people the new launching date soon. So please, still stay tuned! ;-)Oh by the way, just for a start, my blogshop will only be selling females' apparels at the moment. Males' fashion may only be introduced after some time. Sorry guys! ;)

1 Feb: official launch for my blogshop

2012-01-28T03:28:00.001+08:00

My blogshop will be launched in 4days' time! ^^ stay tuned everybody~~ will create Facebook & twitter accounts, & upload pictures as sneak previews once the final photoshoot is done. ^^

2 Birthday Surprises/ BROTHERHOOD Reunion Dinner :D

2012-01-28T01:40:00.004+08:00

2 consecutive days spent with "Brotherhood"! ;) Awesome awesome.

Specially went back to school yesterday with Yiliang to support Ziheng! (k la, & daniel, & the whole team) Our slacker boy is back in team! :D So we HAVE to support him haha. He's like our star player.. Once he scores, everyone cheers ^^ Oh & we gave him a mini birthday surprise too! Hehe.

Went Yanhan's house for Banluck & Poker. Khoonseng started off with $0 & ended off with over $50! Crazy win. Zetian won over $30 too. Unfair :-( But yeah, it was a fun day there! Yanhan's house is like our slacking place already. We're going there so often! :)

Awww, so touched right! ^^

For today, me & Zetian went to the Bedok Reservoir gym with Bala :-) Our first time there! & Our main objective/task there is to assist Jasper in their birthday surprise for Bala. But sadly, the surprise was super fail! Haha. Still, I believe Bala was feeling happy & appreciative! :D

Well, I owe Bala ALOT. If not for him, I wouldn't get my A/B for my sciences. He knew I wasn't prepared for the papers & he was really nice to always spend few hours before each science paper to have a last-minute revision with me. & truthfully, those last-minute efforts made most of my knowledge for the subjects. Thank you so much! (even though he has this crude mouth) ^^

Making his wish~~~

My favouriteeeee ^^ -Jasper Choo!

Cabbed over to Big Eater & had reunion dinner with "Brotherhood"! ;-) First AlaCarte reunion dinner for us. Something different from the past few years (steamboat). I'd say, this is not bad too ;) Went playground to Banluck too. I won some money today! Like finally. But less than $10 la.

Baby boy, those hugs today were magical! It feels really special tonight. I've no idea why. But still, thank you. Loving you always~

CNY piccys

2012-01-27T00:18:00.000+08:00

It's gonna be boring if I type out everything I did during CNY or where exactly did I go, cuz I spent most of my time eating, watching tv & of course, playing mahjong. That's all!

Help me! :(

2012-01-25T03:37:00.001+08:00

I've no idea what phone to get.. But I thought I kinda like this Xperia Active. It's unique (& that's why I like it). I don't like to hold a phone which is carried by everyone else in the world :/ And it's pretty cool cause it's a water-resistant phone which is specially designed for sport players. ;) but one thing I don't like about it is that it's damn fat :( as in, thick. So it's quite bulky :(

Aiyaaaaa. Should I get this?!!!!! :( help me ok? Leave a message on my formspring/ twitter/ Facebook/ text me if you have my number ;) please help!!!!! I need suggestions~

Panda on CNY Eve ughhhhh

2012-01-22T05:21:00.001+08:00

After putting in much effort, I finally corrected my body clock & it was back to normal (or rather improving well) for the past few days. But look, I just screwed it all up again! :'( it's already 5.15am now & I'm not asleep. My stomach is grumbling & my urinary bladder is pretty full. Oh & guess what I was doing all these while......... Giving my cafe in Bakery Story a brand new look -_- & it's not even satisfying now since I don't have enough gems to buy nice stuffs :( gahhhh I'm so childish I can't stand it.

So now I need to pee & grab some bites. I suppose the earliest I can sleep is 6am then? That's bad. :'( oh well. It's really not very nice to meet your relatives on CNY's Eve for reunion dinner with panda eyes.... T.T

/edited/ I'm eating pineapple tarts now (5.34am) one after another. SUPER UNHEALTHY! Furthermore I just recovered yesterday.. & I still have swelling ulcers omg.

A message for you :-)

2012-01-22T01:15:00.001+08:00

Random pictures taken tonight after a day of shopping & reunion steamboat dinner with my family :-) All taken with Macbook's webcam so the pictures are damn lousy~

Dearie, I'm so gonna miss you! :-( We can only see each other again 6days later. -sigh- I'm so used to seeing you everyday! Or at least, every alternate days. But this time, I won't be able to see you for almost a week?! Tsk. But not as if we didn't experience this before :-) So yes, I CAN DO IT! I will try my very best not to miss you at all ;)

& I know you'll be reading this.. So, please take good care of yourself alright? Don't eat too much bakwah! :-( I know you love it but it's damn heaty & it's so cruel to be eating pigs.. :'( Err.. Bakwah is pork right?? Aiya whatever it is, you just enjoy yourself BUT don't fall ill k?!?!! :-) Will be looking forward to 6-days-later ;) I won't wanna see a sick boy!!

Fishing with "Brotherhood" (Y)

2012-01-20T23:31:00.003+08:00

Ever since school started for some of them, we start to have lesser meet-ups :( But I'm so glad for today's outing! :D It was a whole lot of fun with the guys.

Hey, 10 huge fishes caught by us within 1.5hours, beat that! ;-)

Spar with Ziheng. (play play la) Omg I almost fall damn terribly hard on the ground cause cheater_heng grabbed my leg when I kicked him & he refused to let it go. BUT BUT BUT, I think if I'm a guy who is stronger and taller than what I am now, I can WIN him hehehe! :b

Anyway, I'm feeling damn guilty now. I'll pray for those poor fishes. Gah, poor thing :'(

All in all, awesome day out with: Reuben, Ziheng, Zetian, Yanhan, Haixin, Ryan, Khoonseng, Weiqiang, Kenzie & Daniel. :D

Oh then we cabbed over to Yanhan's house & his mum tried cooking the fish. It looks really good in this picture right? :)

Sherwin's birthday

2012-01-19T23:18:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday dude.

Good chats with bros. Oh & sherwin's friends are so cool that they drink liquor as if they're drinking plain water. *I take my hat off to them* Nice seeing Jasper again after so long! --My owner who bought me for $2.50 lol.

I had a good chat on the bus ride home with Reuben & Yanhan too!

Now I know that ______ is actually a _____ ______ who may place _______ in a more _________ ________ than _______. So if we tell ___ everything about _______, __ may _____ with _______. So we must be _______ when we ____ to ___. :-)

HAHA BET YOU'VE NO IDEA WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT.... BUT THAT'S THE POINT ;-)

Anglican High, just like a home.

2012-01-18T01:28:00.002+08:00

I went back to Anglican High today! Feels damn good :-)

Went back for.... Noodle House. HEHEHE -oink- Finally satisfied my crave for it! I ate one bowl of dry meepok & one bowl of guotiao soup. I could totally go for a third bowl but I felt bad for letting Yanhan & Zetian wait for me. So I settled with two bowls. YUMMY! :D Anyway, I was supposed to go back with A, but she has work :-( Hehe, bet she's damn jealous now.

My guotiao soup! :-) This is my first time trying.. Had always been eating the dry ones only. But I think I still prefer the dry ones. With extra chilli of course! ^^

Chatted with Yanhan & Reuben before accompanying Zetian to the stadium. Set basketball-related tasks for Zetian.. & he did it after SEVERAL tries. So I treated him to a light dinner :-) Walked down to 85 & back to school again to buy him food. Then I watched him train with his Siglap team. They played match & truthfully, it was entertaining! So I stayed all the way till almost 11pm until his training ends. :-)

Boy, I'll be supporting you all the way k? All the way.

Last but not least, I'd like to wish my dearest mf whom I've known for 10years++ all the best for his first day of school tomorrow. So lucky to be given a second chance & now, it's a brand new start! So don't let this year go to waste again. All the best!

Coming Up Soon...... Blogshop!

2012-01-17T02:26:00.004+08:00

Anyway, I've been super busy with my new blogshop lately. Going to different places in Singapore to hunt for good deals and suppliers, photoshoots, website, etc. Really not an easy thing! So after I officially launch my blogshop, everyone please pleaseeeee support ok? :D I'll try my best to launch it before the end of January. Or even better, before CNY :-)

& I'm really thankful to have such an understanding & extremely supportive boyfriend! :-) Looking for apparels with me, helping me with my photoshoots, etc. I'd say.... Best boyfriend! ^^ There's actually a day when we WALKED from Geylang's Lorong 1 all the way to Lorong 20plus, then to Aljunied, & subsequently Kallang, to search for this stupid warehouse. OMG almost fainted on the way~ So glad that my bb boy was there with me! Really have no idea what'd happen if he wasn't around. THANK YOU HONEY ♥♥♥♥♥

:-D

2012-01-16T22:18:00.000+08:00

I met up with A yesterday night! ♥ So glad that I actually met up with her! It feels so good to be chatting with her again. We chat till KFC's lights-off :-) Hmm, 4 years ago, just around this time, it was my first time seeing her. Now that we've graduated, I really miss those times when we have recess together, order $1 food & be late for lessons. A total of 4 years! It was a daily routine in sec1, but got less frequent in sec2 & even lesser in sec3. Luckily, we had it more often in sec4. Depressing fact that there won't be a 5th year.... T.T Still, thank you girl! (That's if you happen to be reading this) :-)

& DAMN. I'm missing AHS' food damn a lot! :'( Noodle House & Niang Dou Foo! Ugh. Really need to go back for it soon.. Need to satisfy my crave so badly! Either tomorrow or someday this week! MUST MUST~

Been exercising quite a lot recently yay yayyyyyyy ;D

2 girls baking for their beloved boyfs <3

2012-01-15T01:39:00.001+08:00

White chocolate tarts this time round! Pretty sure my boy will prefer fruit tarts to this but still, hope he likes this! ;)

New journey ahead

2012-01-10T00:16:00.000+08:00

So I guess secondary school life is officially over for me. No more AHS' uniform, no more talks about 'O'level & no more touring around the school sneakily during lessons. Bet I'm gonna miss it so much. How many times I said I hate school in these 4 years? But now, I really hate to leave AHS. None of the colleges looks appealing to me.. I can't make up my mind. It's gonna be 2 years.. TWO DAMN YEARS. What if I make a wrong choice & suffer hell inside?

Anyway, miracles do happen. One miracle just happened to me! :-) This 'O'level certificate is indeed a miracle. I was so shocked, so speechless, so overwhelmed, & it was really unbelievable. So yeap, I really wanna thank god & thank whoever up there who's shining on me, creating this miracle for me. Thank you! This is probably the best new year present I can give to my parents. :-)

STILLLLLL, I don't wanna start school. How I hope this holiday lasts forever....... :'(

Anyway I went SP's openhouse with the guys on Friday? Wa, I'd say the food there is good & cheappppp! Damn shiok! ;) & I heard TP's food is even cheaper. I bet polytechnics' canteens are all way better than JCs'. Sigh. & you know what? I'll miss AHS' Noodle House & Yong Tau Foo so muchhhhh. My orders are always $1 & they're damn good. ;)

Went shopping with Zetian on Saturday! He bought his new basketball shoes-- Nike Hyperdunk. Walao eh, with 200bucks I can buy so many things leh.. But with 200bucks, he can only buy a pair of shoes -_- *heartpain* But well, he likes it a lot :-)

Then I bought 10 items yay hehehehe ^^ 1 dress, 4 tops, 1 skirt, 4 shorts. Shiok~

& I did my packing on Sunday. I think no one can beat me:

Xinyong's Birthday!

2012-01-05T23:57:00.002+08:00

Only slept for 2 hours within 51 hours but I went for Xinyong's birthday party anyway :-) So many people went! Could tell that he was really happy even though he had to clean up all the mess himself. He's such a nice person! :-) Happy Birthdayyyyyyy ^^

First chalet with 4E~

2012-01-04T22:39:00.000+08:00

Besties in 4E! / SSG ♥ ♥ ♥

4E Chalet was quite boring actually. As compared to 2K's? But yeah, all I did during the chalet were playing cards, drinking & bowling. I was the Daidee King hahaha. We played for hourssss & I won throughout. How nice ;)

Mrs Bong came! I could tell that she really missed us a lot! & we also do! Honestly, she's really the best. B-E-S-T. But well, she came complaining to us about her current form class & told us how much she misses us.. & I felt bad for her. I still remember those times when I got myself into trouble & she helped me ALL the time. I broke rules, played truancy, failed exams and I disappointed her again AND again.. but she didn't give up on me. She even gave me one-to-one tuition sessions. Where to find a teacher like her? So to all of my juniors, please treasure her as your teacher. Please.

It was her off-day & she joined us for lunch & movie! She's soooo nice :-*

Handsome Joel! :-)

Weeliang! Classmates for 3 years :-)

Pretty Mrs Bong! :-*

Baby Chin!

Baby Noch!

Blackie Aaron!

4E'2011 @ Mr Chicken Rice!

Second day of 2012

2012-01-02T22:34:00.003+08:00

Went for a swim with Baby Tian :-) Feels good to be in the water! It has been months since I last swam. (I think?) Yep, I love soaking in the swimming pool for hours! Extremely relaxing :-) Provided the water isn't too cold~ So I swam rather little laps.. Was feeling super lazy! But the sauna & the warm bath were damn shiok hehe ;)

& wow, I almost forgotten that its 4E chalet tomorrow! This is my first time attending a chalet with this class cause I skipped the previous two.. Pretty sure that it is going to be very different from 2K chalets. But well, hope everything turns out to be fun & enjoyable :-) Very very long since I last met my classmates anyway~

BUT ugh, I've yet to collect my pay. So I'm still extremely broke :'( & all the people who owe me money simply refuse to pay me back! SOOOOO ANNOYING ugh. So I suppose I have to eat noodles for every single meal during the chalet (again). Sigh suckers~

Here it comes.. 2012.

2012-01-01T22:23:00.000+08:00

Went Singapore Swimming Club for family gathering cause Reagan came to visit us from Australia! :-) Forever going to SSC for family gatherings~ (It has been yearsssssss) But ok, I kinda like it :-)

So I ate my Alfredo which was quite tasteless tsk. Wrong choice! Then the adults started to have their own talks which left us (kids) stoning there for hours! Swear I was damn bored.. & tired.

New Year's Eve!

2011-12-31T22:12:00.000+08:00

AND WE'LL ALL SAY BYE TO 2011:

Started the day off at home baking with my first baking student! HAHAHA. Amanda Soh Hui Si~ Made fruit tarts again. Quite sian of baking them already, but people are still demanding for it aiyaaaaa.

Went Tampines Swimming Complex with Zetian, Daniel, Reuben & Weitai. They are water-polluters tsk. *despise* Then we went over to Rovers again! Ziheng, Yanhan, Sean, Joshua, Alvin and Stanley came to meet us too. Played Counterstrike & I think I improved hehehe. ^^

Ate at East Link before heading over to Yanhan's place. Played werewolf & it was quite disastrous~ Lousy players! :x Haixin, Ryan & Sherwin came over too. The house was damn crowded~ Counted down to 2012 (reluctantly). SIGH 2011 IS OVER? T.T Went home pretty early with my baby boy :-)

Hmm honey, its our second year counting down together! :D I'm still thankful for everything :-)

AND SAYS HI TO 2012:

Handsome Ryan!

Tai, Sean, Dan.

Josh & twin!

Dota boys: Ryan & Sherwin!

Awesome brothers: Yanhan & Reuben!

"sexy" Daniel?

Zilian King~

Bb boy! :-*

Sean!

Tai & Tian.

Dead-Normal-High~

Seductive Reuben~

Honey! :-)

Handsome Boys :-)

HAHAHAHAHA most unglam person of the day~ Daniel Wong!

Cute boy boy! ^^

Healthy boy, healthy girl! ;)

2011-12-30T19:06:00.000+08:00

Went stadium to run :-) But hi~ I'm the ultimate slacker who rest after every few steps :/ Hehe. My current stamina is really horrible.. & I've no idea how on earth can I ever train it back. It seems almost impossible :-( But hey, I'll try.. *Keyword: TRY.*

Mummy just bought more fruits back, bugging me to bake more fruit tarts. My sisters & my honey boy too. Very tiring aye.. :S Super lazy to bake!

& I realise, tomorrow is New Year's Eve already! Seriously??? Time is passing so damn fast & I'm really reluctant to start a new year. How I wish that this holiday will last forever.. I'm really not anticipating a change at all. My life is great now! Why change?! But well, no matter how much I hate 2012 to come, it'll still come.. Guess I'll have to face it bravely & stop acting so cowardly, being afraid of everything that may happen next. Ugh~

Please let 2012 be a smooth-sailing year.. Please! :'(

Oh honey, you're the best

2011-12-29T00:14:00.003+08:00

Just spent an awesome day with my baby boy! ♥

It's been a long time since this silly boyfriend of mine tries to come up with surprises to make me happy :-) & today.... He bought me a jumpsuit which I merely commented that I like it the other day! Hehe so touched cause he actually got himself some bruises while cycling all the way to Parkway to get the jumpsuit for me. I was really really reallyyyyy happy! ^^ Thanks dear :-)

Oh & we caught Alvin & the Chipmunks together. Hehe, he knows that I like this show so he brought me to watch it even when he actually dislikes it pretty much. Awww, awesome boyf! ^^ But the show wasn't really nice.. Part 1 is sooooo much nicer! :-( Sigh so disappointing aye~

So anyway, I baked fruit tarts again last night & beebee is soooo in love with it! Hehe he kept bugging me for it. But yay, at least this shows that my efforts paid off! :-) My family members & some other friends love it a lot too yippeeeeee :D

Christmas Day! :D

2011-12-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

If you've read my previous post, you'll know that I stayed over at my boss house on Christmas Eve. So yeap, I reached home at around 10am. Then I had breakfast & slept around 11am. Caught only 4hours of sleep & I hurriedly got out of bed.

Baked fruit tarts for Zetian's family! :-) Cuz it's a party with his huge family which consists of all his aunts, uncles & cousins, I was really quite nervous hahaha. So I thought I should at least bake some stuff over.. & I did! :-) I didn't regret sacrificing my sleep at all! Cause they all liked my fruit tarts yayyyy :D First attempt & it was quite a huge success ^^ Zetian said it was "one of the best fruit tarts" he had tried. & he sounded sincere enough for me to believe him :-) After all, he wasn't the only one who said that! hehehehe I'm quite proud of myself :b

Quite a pity that I didn't manage to snap a picture of my fruit tarts cause I was crazily rushing for time. :-(

His parents, brother & relatives gave me a warm welcome as they spoke to me amicably. It felt really nice :) Received presents from them too.. Super paiseh since I didn't prepare any present other than those tarts. :/ All in all, I'm really blessed to meet such a friendly & inviting group of people.. & most importantly, they're people whom my boyfriend really loves. :-) So I suppose I have to love them too! ^^

Christmas Eve :-)

2011-12-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

Started off my christmas eve with my little god bro's birthday celebration :-) His parents were very nice to book the parkway's arcade for the kids to play. So yeah, this is the first time I play arcade until so darn shiok. :b I just kept swiping the card without having to worry about how much I've to pay for each game. Freaking fun :D

Then I went to baby boy's house. He was so upset about losing his phone & wallet which apparently has his IC & gym member card in it :-( But actually, the phone that went missing is MINE. My beloved HTC phone.. :( Cause I lent it to him the day before since his phone ran out of batt. But who knows that'll be the last time I see it?! D'; & well, that wallet was the Picard one that all of us chipped in to get it for him for his birthday this year. Sigh. -heart wrenching-

So we left his house & went for dinner. We "squatted" outside Bedok library & ate our tapao-ed food. We looked like some pathetic homeless kids BUT honestly, I kinda like that feeling.. That warm & hearty feeling when I sat down & ate in a small corner with my beloved boy right beside me. To me, it was all bliss. :-)

Walked around 313@Somerset before heading over to Taka to meet our beloved ex-colleagues. Such a pity that Mao had to leave for her friend's party :-( Stayed over at boss' bungalow to celebrate Christmas! :D Although Seletar Airbase is a quite remote & eerie place, I still find that the environment is pretty awesome.

The food was sumptuous & there was free flow of alcohol & sheesha hehe ^^ & boss has this really nice tasting electronic cigarette which is vanilla-flavoured. I find it damn nice heh. & It does not contain any tobacco so its healthy! :D Oh & I hereby announce that the best liquor on earth shall be chilled Baileys! ^^ I swear I fell in love with it after the first sip :b Damn niceeeee~ & its alcohol content is just around 17% so you don't really have to worry about getting drunk :-)

Fyi, I'm not a smoker. Definitely not one! I hate it~ So I won't smoke sheesha often too~ Probably just ONCE kkkk? :-)

Yeap & this is Baileys. The best liqour ever:

Group photo to end of the post:

"Brotherhood"

2011-12-21T14:31:00.001+08:00

Yay I just cashed out from nuffnang :D 30 days for my cheque to reach me. Can't wait :-) Walao, when was the last time I cashed out?! Monthssssss ago~ :-( Damn envious of people who're able to cash out almost every month!

Oh did I mention? I went to cut my hair last week & my main objective was to get my hair to be thinner. But it turns out to be around the same thickness PLUS an ugly fringe. T.T However, the hairdresser was nice enough to offer me a free haircut any time this week if I want my hair to be further trimmed.. BUT I'm lazy :( So yeah, that's it.. I have to spend my christmas/ new year weeks without my fringe. (Have to braid/ pin it up all day cause it's too ugly sigh) Hurry grow hurry grow! :(

Hehe btw, we all know who started french-braiding fringe everyday in AHS :-) K la, I'll stop claiming credit. But I still remember those days when some of my friends came to tell me that "Eh you started a trend in ahs ley." WTH hahaha I believe our alumni done it before -.- But the teachers will always comment, "Cool/ nice hair!" while Mrs Bong will say something like, "Go braid for Karmei" Hahaha. But I stopped braiding after it became too common.. (Ok actually its because I was too lazy to continue the routine :/)

Haha come everybody who braided your fringe before, let's cheer together ;)

Anyway, I've been seeing my "bros" for 2 days in a row! :D It's been super long since I last met them before these 2 days. & yes, these 2 days are well-spent with them! ^^

Day 1:
Zetian & I went to Tampines gym & had our first gym session together! :-) Then we met Daniel & Kenzie there! So we went to eat lunch together & Rovers next. Super long since we last went there! Yanhan & Khoonseng went over to meet us too :) Then we went Yanhan's house for mahjong! Heh heh. Ziheng & Reuben came to find us! So happy to be seeing all of them! :D

Day 2:
Official "brotherhood" outing! (According to Yanhan) We went Marina Square for bowling.. Everyone played so well! Except for.... Ian & Weiqiang? Hehehe. Weiqiang started off with a strike, then he started guttering :/ Daniel started off with countless gutters but caught up very soon after the first game ended :-) All in all, it was damn fun!

Ate at Burger King and it was a total waste of money.. Me & Ziheng both felt like we didn't eat anything at all after the meal. Headed to Bugis St/ Iluma. Had Astons for dinner! Sneaked out with Ziheng when everyone was busy eating & bought a birthday cake to surprise Weitai ^^ Hehe happy birthday dude! Hope you liked the surprise & enjoyed the day :-)

Off to Yanhan's house for mahjong again! But it was totally not my lucky day :-( Mahjong Queen's spirit left my body tsk.

Insecurities

2011-12-21T01:45:00.001+08:00

I'm worrying; I'm panicking; I'm afraid; I'm reluctant; I'm terrified; I'm upset.

Christmas will be here in 4 days' time. So this actually indicates that 2011 will be ending 10 days later.. I'm SUPER reluctant to start a new year. Everything is so good now.. I hope I'll never have to study anymore, I hope this holiday'll last forever. But we all know that it's impossible.

& honestly, the thought of getting into different schools as Zetian just freaks me out. I've no idea where did my faith go to & how did my confidence disappear. Or probably I've never had them before?

We're too used to seeing each other so often.. Somehow this doesn't seem to be anything nice right now.

Truthfully, life's challenges will never end. After Olevel, there's Alevel. After Alevel, there's university. After uni, there's work, there's marriage, there's family & there's a never-ending chain of obstacles waiting for you. When will life ever be free of troubles? I bet that only happens when you're still that cute little baby. Life is too cruel.

Infinity Fragrance @ Takashimaya

2011-12-16T18:34:00.000+08:00

Finally back to blogging! ;) Yesterday was my unofficial last day of work since I may go back anytime. I'd say, this is really an excellent experience! I've never regretted joining this company even though my pay is pathetic. -cuz I have awesome colleagues! :D Esp those who're closer to me: Zetian, John, Margarette & Angela. :-)

So to show our appreciation to those who've taught us a lot during this job experience, me & Zetian baked chocolate cupcakes for them! This is only our second time baking & its actually our first time baking chocolate cupcakes.. But I'd say, it was a success! :D Yay yay ;)

But I was feeling rather guilty the next day cause many part timers were asking why they don't get any cupcakes from us.. Hey, I'm not biased ok! It was just because we decided to give our seniors/bosses who taught us many things. So don't get us wrong! :( Anyway, if I have the time, I'll bake again for other colleagues. I promise k? :-)

Exerciseeeee~

2011-12-07T00:21:00.001+08:00

I can't wait to start gyming with boyboy after we quit our job next week! :) hehe but it'll be tough since I have a rather strict trainer :b & I haven't been exercising at all.. :( for more than 2 months already! Feel damn chubby now.. Cause I've been eating soooo much recently. My appetite is huge :/

Hmm hope I'll be able to lead a healthier lifestyle after I quit my job. Probably swim once a week, gym twice a week and go for wushu training once a week. --so I'll exercise four days a week :O heh heh. Then I can be as healthy as my boyboy ^^

Sorryyyyy~

2011-12-04T01:08:00.001+08:00

So sorry that I haven't been updating my site :( but it's really hard because of my job now. Every single day, I just sleep, wake up, eat, go work, eat(&watch miotv?), then sleep. No joke. Although my job is tiring, but it's pretty enjoyable! With Zetian, the awesome pinoys & margarette the pretty. Wonderful colleagues I have! All jokers! ;)

So anyway, I'm working at takashimaya basement one as sales promoter! Do support k? ;) selling:
-heathcote&ivory hand creams/ shower gels/ body lotions
-cath Kidston's hand & body creams/ lip balms/ sprays
-Asleigh&Burwood reed diffusers & fragrance lamps
-Aroma Home's superrrrrr cuteeeee body warmers

All excellent as Christmas gifts ok?! Wide price range for you to choose your items from :) AND, it's all branded & quite high-end. Heh heh, comeeeee~

Awesome Sunday!

2011-11-25T14:56:00.001+08:00

Oh did I mention? We went lan/KTV/pool last Sunday! It was damn good! ;-)
- Yanhan, Zetian, Reuben, Ziheng, Alvin, Stanley, Sean, Ryan, Haixin, Joshua, Weiqiang, Yiliang, Weitai & me! :-)

Our one & only group photo!

Hehehe Rb sitting with Wq leh! So rare ^^

The most enthu band ;)

New member of SNSD hehehe ^^

Gaying, AGAIN~

"And I swear....."

Bebee boy! :)

Twinnnn! :D

Mr Horns~

GreatHan! ;)

Qiang Ge!

Josh!

Shuai Heng!

Sean!

Luben!

Prom/ Band Farewell

2011-11-22T21:59:00.001+08:00

So I went SIA Sports Club to attend AHBand's Farewell for an hour! & I'm super glad that I went :-) Thank you lovelies! Anyway, Mrs Lam drove us to school for prom yay ^^

Prom was pretty good! So what if its in the school's hall? Like what Mr Yeow said, its the people around you who'll make the difference. & yes, it was great! :-) & Our prom king & queen is....... Kaiyuan & Chearmin! ;) Other nominees include Yixuan, Khanliang, Mouktita & Esabella!

Anyway, I felt so ugly during prom.. Cause EVERYONE looked really handsome & pretty! I got stunned by so many gorgeous girls! They looked really good! :-)

-to see more pictures, go to my facebook album ;)-

& like what Zetian said, I've never expected us to last from sec1 all the way till our very own prom night. :-) So grateful for everything!

3 years are never enough

2011-11-20T02:22:00.001+08:00

So we ended our 2days-long anniversary celebration! Hahaha. I'd say I really enjoyed this year's everything.. Baking, shopping, bowling, dining & of course, the little surprises. I'm so grateful & I'm definitely feeling blessed! Thank you so much! :-*

Baking was..... hahaha. Ok our first time baking cupcakes so it was quite fail :( I'd say that the taste isn't that bad.. But it looks damn gross. :/ Hehe we're baking again next week! & I'm pretty sure that it'll be much more successful! :) So next time then post pictures of the nicer cupcakes hehe. So anyway, this idea simply came about when Zetian randomly commented, "Eh you see the couples in tv shows always bake together like very sweet hor?" Hahaha.

& We went for prom shopping! :-) & since I am so easily influenced by others, I actually bought a dress which most people commented nice when I wore. But yeah, I kinda regret buying it. Mummy is right.. I'm forever fickle-minded! :-( Now as I think back, I prefer another dress. Sigh~

Then..... We met Ian Fang! Hahaha. Woah, handsome eh! ^^

Day 2 started off with lunch then bowling! Haha. We planned to play 2 games then catch a movie. But we played so badly & were kinda addicted to it so in the end we extended another 2 games. Still, we played as badly. T.T Walao eh, since when did we become so lousy uh?! :'(

Then we went to dine at pastamania! Haha I enjoyed the food pretty much but as usual, Zetian wasn't full. :-( But he went to my house & ate dinner again afterwards hahaha.

Oh & the little surprises! :D Gosh, I swear I was so damn touched! Cause I know such things don't come from him often/easily. He must have had tried hard to come up with something to make me happy! & I AM REALLY HAPPY. Hehe thank you so much! ^^

Town geeks

2011-11-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

Went to bugis & orchard to shop for prom clothing with @fcuken & @huitingxo! :-) But hmm, I bought nothing :-( Except for some accessories which include a necklace that I really like. Still, I went out with $120 but went home with only $5. (I bought nothing ok~) On the contrary, @fcuken went out with $0 & went home with $5 instead. (& he actually bought 10 items which cost a total of ~$230) Yeah. "That's what friends are for.." -for lending/borrowing cash.

@prettyboiboi came to find us too! & I think he looked handsome hahaha. He's my one & only beloved mf. ^.^

We took hell lot of pictures. (mostly in our little secret place^^) & I looked horrible in most. But well, @fcuken & @huitingxo are really photogenic! :-) So I'm gonna post those pictures which I thought were quite nice :)

@fcuken! (Credit: @zannelhz)

@zannelhz & @huitingxo! :-*

Look like couple right?! Love this pic.

Pardon my qianbian expression. :/

Credit: @fcuken!

Do we look alike? :-) Ok @huitingxo prettier.

My forever blur face~

Look at those horrible dark eye rings! T.T

I think @fcuken looks damn cute here. Credit: @huitingxo!

Pretty christmas lightings! -with @prettyboiboi & @huitingxo

Do I look like goofy?

Favourite picture of the day: @huitingxo damnnnn pretty! ;)

@zannelhz & @fcuken! :-*

They say I look like a kid with depression T.T

Do me a favour please! :(

2011-11-14T21:46:00.001+08:00

Haha oi people! Like my page! :-) Pleaseeeee? :( Its at the right sidebar, right below the nuffnang ads. Hehe thank you! Oh & click on my nuffnang ads! (if there's any) ^^

Deserve it or not, it's all over.

2011-11-14T21:08:00.001+08:00

Today is a pretty good day I guess? So glad that sleeping late didn't affect my performance during the paper :-) I slept at 3plus & woke up at 6plus! Was soooo tired! So I kinda regretted watching shows till so late. But yay, I've gotten my first full-marks paper today! :D Thank god. Cause I slacked through the entire week & I only did 2 paper 1s for preparation. (& you know, other people are doing hundreds of MCQs everyday. When others have already finished their tys & went on to other practice papers, I was still at my first few pages of tys. That slack-ish feeling sucks!)

So to be really honest, I know many people around me who are really hardworking! & I really think that they deserve good grades! So if their results turn out to be not-so-good in the end, I'm pretty sure that Olevel isn't doing justice to their efforts. I can easily name out people who are admirably hardworking! -Zetian, Bala, Jiaying, Celin, Emily, Tyanwei, Rochelle, Dorcas, Yansee, Enoch, (& I can still list out many more!) So that is, I really admire these people who are so willing to invest their time & energy into their studies! Actually, I'm quite envious of their self-discipline & resilience. When can I ever be like them? I think all these people really deserve to get 6 points. While I.....

Don't even deserve a 17 for L1r5, lest say a single digit. Truthfully, I do regret not studying hard for Olevel. But yeah, my mind is never ever over my body. On the contrary, my body is always giving in to my mind. I have really weak willpower when it comes to studies. How I wish I am just like any of the people mentioned above. (& of course some who are not mentioned.) Sigh~

& it sucks whenever I think about those papers I've screwed. Those papers which I actually thought I could score. The thought of it just sucks.

But whatever it is, its going to be ALL over by 9am tomorrow. (Although I felt like its over long ago ever since the 2nd week of Olevel ended..) Hmm, coming up next.. Band's farewell, prom, chalets, wushu year end party, outings & jobs? Pretty sure I'll be extremely broke. :'(

Helping when you're actually unwanted.

2011-11-12T15:57:00.001+08:00

I woke up around 1pm but I'm still lying on the bed right now (its almost 4pm). Sigh still feeling tired :-( its like no matter how much I sleep, I still feel tired. So annoying.

Hmm what happens if you tried to get some friends to attend an event for the sake of the others and then you think again.... Actually the others only wanted your friends (without you). Would you regret? Would you chicken out now? (but you know that if you chicken out now, your friends won't be attending the event too cause they didn't even want to in the first place) So, would you?

Sigh. Ok just a scenario. Nothing much.

3 Years of Blessings

2011-11-12T01:21:00.001+08:00

Hmmmm, can't believe that this is another 12 of November already! Everything seems so surreal~ 3 years have passed? Honestly, it really doesn't feel like it. But yep, it is 3 years of blessings, 3 years of joy, 3 years of tears, 3 years of love, 3 years of fun, 3 years of faith & these aren't gonna just stop at the third year.. Definitely :-)

I'm a really fortunate girl I've to say. Sooo fortunate! But certainly, I haven't been a perfect girlfriend for the past 3 years. In fact, I am really sorry that you have to actually put up with my nonsense all the time, handle my unstable emotions, keep me happy, tolerate me, please me, etc. I am really apologetic! :-( Still, I have to thank you. For basically EVERYTHING. :-) Of course, I'm not listing out here hehe.

Well, this used to be something really significant for the past 2 years.. But somehow, I guess we're all used to it so this became 'no big deal' at all. Hahaha. Hmm so sorry honey, sorry that we won't be able to celebrate this special day on the actual date. But do remember that we have a belated one next week after your chalet ok? Promised! :)

& well, my old com crashed & I've lost many many pictures :'( So yes, just gonna post these few:

1. Our first month/picture in 2008- when we still looked SO YOUNG ^^

2. My first birthday spent with you in 2009/ our 4th month! :-*

3. Sec2 June Hols- when you sent me home after Band pracs almost EVERYDAY! :O

4. When I was on crutches, you brought food up for me everyday & had to hide from teachers!! :-*

5. Christmas 2009! :-)

6. When you supported me in my second Band concert in 2010- La Danse Finale! ^^

7. My second birthday spent with you in 2010! :D

8. Baby Tian & Baby Zhen!

9. Your East Zone Finals 2010- Champions! :-)

10. Our couple singlet in 2010! :D

11. When you sent me off to China (for wushu training) in 2010! ^^

12. Christmas 2010! :-)

13. Our Second Year Anniversary in 2010! :b

14. Shopping/Citylights before CNY 2011 :-*

15. CNY Steamboat 2011! :D

16. My third birthday spent with you in 2011! ^^

17. Your East Zone finals 2011- Champion! :D

18. On Weiqiang's birthday 2011 :-)

19. Your birthday 2011! :b

20. XSY 2011!!!!!! ;)

21. Your YouYi Match with Australian Youth Team! :-)

22. Racial Harmony Day 2011! :)

23. Sentosa outing after Prelim3! :D

24. When we graduated from Anglican High together (:

25. When we prepared for Olevel together at Bedok Point! :-)

26. AND..... Yesterday! ^^

Hmm, of course they are still plenty of pictures, but hehe I'm really tired already. But nonetheless, Happy 3rd Year Anniversary & I love you dearly honey! (:

A whole day of fun! :D

2011-11-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

I am feeling so damn exhausted right now! Cuz I had a really longggg day-- a really fun & enjoyable one ;-)

We ended our physics paper at 9AM & we played all the way till night time non-stop :O & right now as I'm blogging, the guys are still playing poker at yanhan's place! Hell crazy~ Esp for Weiqiang!

Played ball from 9-12AM? Then me, Zetian, Khoon & Weiqiang went to have our lunch at 85. & We went Khoon's house to wash up & played Taboo! It was so damn fun hahaha :) & then as we walked from his house to the mrt station, it started pouring! & this was damn interesting. The rain came from our back.. (Quite far away) Then Wq & Khoon spotted it & they started running ahead damn quickly leaving me & Zt behind. & poor Zt had to wait for the slow me.. So in the end, we were too slow & were SO DAMN DRENCHED cuz it was pouring really heavily. But Mr Lim EC was so nice to send us downhill! :D & really, the "race with rain" was really damn cool! ;-)

Then we met Yanhan & headed to Marina Square! We went window shopping & the guys tried wearing some suits. I've to say, they looked good in some vests! :-) But I don't have the picture of them wearing! This one uh.. Khoon looks like waiter hehe:

Then we sat in Golden Village to..... Camwhore. HAHAHA. Woah damn funny I swear. The whole process was so amusing that I almost died of stomach cramps. (from laughing too hard) hehehe.

& We dined at Just Acia when Ryan & Haixin came! But before this..... We went to XinWang Cafe. Walao damnnnnn embarassing! & I'm not going to disclose it :/ But it made me laugh damn hard too HAHAHA. So we played shoot-shag-marry at Just Acia & stayed there for more than 2 hours before heading back to the East side together. :)

Ahhh I know my post doesn't make the day sounds fun at all. BUT IT WAS REALLY DAMN GOOOOOD HEHEHE LOVE Y'ALL GUYS! :D

& now, DON'T BLINK! hehehehe:

WeiQiang:

KhoonSeng:

YanHan:

ZeTian:

Hahaha omg damn ugly :'D When we took all these, we couldn't stop laughing at all! What the heck, these are ALIENS! Hahahaha~ But ok, there were some normal pictures :-)

Women's agony

2011-11-11T00:59:00.001+08:00

I had HCL papers today & I think I almost died inside. Stomach cramp was so freaking bad (but luckily the most painful part only happened after the papers). Yeah I swear if Zetian wasn't here with me to talk to me and distract me from the pain, I'd probably cried & fainted. It sucks to experience this almost every month! :'(

But well, I'm still counted as lucky I guess? At least there is still someone here to take care of me, send me home, stay with me, bring me warm water the moment I wake up & read 9gag together. Hmm, so i suppose this gives me a reason to unlabel myself as an unfortunate girl. :) thanks honey! Really thankful! :-)

Hmm physics paper 1 will be starting in 7 hours' time and apparently I'm not studying/sleeping. Wanted to give up on bio but now I'm giving up on physics instead. My physics grades have always been okay.. But sigh, why must it be Olevel when I screw it up so badly?! :( so yup, since paper 2 was already horribly done, I guess there's really no way to salvage my grade. So no point trying~

Something cool:

A2 for cheena me plz! :-(

2011-11-09T21:06:00.000+08:00

Hmm. Pretty worried about the HCL papers tomorrow! I've never ever finished a HCL paper on time before :( I take ages to finish any paper ;'( So I guess it will be really hard for me to complete tomorrow's papers! Sigh.

Went to school today to find Chenzehou. Kind of a waste of time. :x Then I was supposed to do some chinese/physics paper. But I ended up playing hide&seek with Zetian at the upper sec block. By the time we finished our game, we were really tired and we totally had no mood for any work. So we went home instead. As usual, we went to patronise YummySoy :-) & the auntie is still as awesome! Love her~

Bathed & laid on my bed all the way till dinner time. Haven't do anything today! :( Shall go read some compositions after this post :-) But I feel like sleeping now actually :-(

Oh & I've decided to stay home on 15th (the end of Olevel)! :D So yeap. I'm going to pack my room & bake some stuff. Yayyyy! ^.^ What a loser but I'm excited still. Hmm, if I'm in a good mood, I may even bake for you hahaha.

Someone special.

2011-11-08T23:37:00.002+08:00

Something not very nice happened today. But I wouldn't say it spoilt my day. 'Cuz it made me realise how important my special someone is.

Well, everyone will find his/her special someone someday. No hurry 'cuz fate will fix everything together. :-) I'm glad, that right now, I've found my special someone. Very special indeed.

Of course, that someone special may bring both laughters & tears into your life. Mine did. He brought me so much love and happiness. But definitely, he left me in tears before. All in all, a special someone can give you all kinds of emotion- it just depends on how you look at it.

To me, f-o-r-e-v-e-r is a word I seldom use. Other than family, I don't see anything that can be forever. I don't expect my special someone to stay with me for as long as I'm alive. After all, this is just a relationship which is 3 years old (currently). Forever is too far to be said. Y'know, even marriage may not be a matter of forever. So very often, I tell myself that I don't need my boy to last with me forever. After all, he has already been a great gift from god and he has granted me enough memories. Those memories which are unlikely to be gone.

Love can change; Memories can't.

Definitely, I wouldn't want to leave my special someone. We've been through so much together. It isn't easy to just put everything down. We both know it. We've experienced the pain when we quarreled. That pain that we wouldn't want to experience for long. So our quarrels have never lasted more than a few hours. Definitely not more than half a day before I guess? 'Cuz its just way too painful for anyone of us to endure. We know it, we hate it.

I'm glad that my special someone happened to walk into my life. Even if we really have to break up some day (that is, when our love changes), there'll be enough memories to occupy me for the rest of my life until I find another special someone. I'm satisfied. Really. Not that I don't mind a break-up right now OF COURSE! I'll surely be crying my lungs out. But if our love really changes one day, I promise, I'll keep those memories in my mind. For this relationship is a beautiful one. Thank goodness. Really thankful!

& all my friends out there are also special to me! Whether we've quarreled before or that we are just acquaintances, it is fated for me to know you people. I'm sorry if I've offended anyone of you in any way before. I'm sincerely sorry. But hey you people, you guys are all special to me! :-) Especially thankful to those who have perhaps told me a "Hi", "Cheer up!" or "Jiayou!" before. Yep, simple words like these are enough :)

So I'm ending my post with two pictures of my really special someone: Goh Ze Tian.
Boy, I want you to know that we may not be a loving pair for life.. But right now, I'm really happy to have you. Thank you. :-)

Try this, then.

2011-11-08T18:28:00.001+08:00

Why did everything feel so different out of a sudden? It's too sudden. Let's do this then.. I hope I can last through. I do hate this. But I've decided. Probably the worst decision ever.. But I've decided.

& so I went 'home' and I read through EVERYTHING again. I'd say, things have changed so much.

Headache :'(

2011-11-07T21:43:00.002+08:00

I'm keeping this short cuz my head is hurting really badly :'( Its been like this for the entire day. Destroys my mood for anything~

So if you noticed, I've been posting some pictures from 9gag. Some site introduced by my dearest boy. He's somehow addicted to it. So yup, if anyone of you is interested, visit 9gag.com :-) It uploads certain things which are really true!

I guess I'm going to school tomorrow. To ask for help from my cutest Chen Ze Hou. Haha. Cuz I happened to meet him at 85 the other day.. & he offered to help. So I shall go to school & keep him busy! ^^ But of course, it depends on what time I wake up tomorrow :/

Happy Birthday to:

My dearest sister!

Hongwei!

Cornelia!

Little things 2

2011-11-07T19:39:00.001+08:00

Little things.

2011-11-07T12:29:00.001+08:00

Love the way we are.

2011-11-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today is a day joyfully (or maybe not) spent with my bb boy! :-)

Day till night as usual. -Something I've always loved :) So somehow this dude just had a haircut & I think he looks handsome today! Hehehe. For the first ever time, I'm saying that he's handsome. How rare~ :/ But well, he really looked not bad today. & he actually bothered to wear this nice shirt which looked really good on him! I like! :D But sadly, I didn't manage to talk a proper picture of him :(

& so I taught him chinese using the "Wang Tian Yi", "Ding Meng" & "Zhu Si Si" essays. Haha. I swear those cheena phrases like, ".... bei!" are damn amusing. You know, it's like Singaporeans' "la leh lo". Just that we're more used to our own Singlish.

Oh & should I go for prom? :( If I go for prom, then I'll be missing my very own AHBand Farewell Dinner. T.T I'm really afraid that I'll regret making any choice between the two. :( Oh & prom's so costly $.$ I'll already be damn broke after paying for all the chalets :-( Sigh. Can't wait to work & earn some money to spend!

Picture taken quite some time ago! (when he still had his ugly hair hehe)

Bb Boy! :-*

Awwww this silly boy! ^^ Hehe I'm a pig -snorts-

When freedom is nearing.. (Y)

2011-11-05T17:50:00.003+08:00

I'm starting my long-awaited blog post with a random picture hahaha:

So OLevel is more or less over. I'm left with the HCL papers & the 3 sciences' paper one. I've to say that I did screw up more than one subject. But nahhh, I'm not gonna brood over it & deprive myself from the fun and joy I deserve (or not) right now.

& here's a new layout which is really colourful. So I do hope that my life can be as colourful as this. & that my blog posts after O's can be interesting ;) Cuz I'll probably be getting a job with my dearest boy and there will be lots of outings (I suppose?) So yeap! I'm pretty excited! :D Of course, its time to spend more time with my beloved daddy & mummy too. I can't be neglecting them all the time! & I know mummy really felt neglected for the past few months :( She has always been sending random texts like, "hey zanne girl, i miss you."

Nevertheless, I wanna catch up with friends that I haven't been talking to.. & of course, get back to wushu trainings :) I really miss it quite a lot.

Oh & yes, my lovely sister is in USA now. She's only coming back after she finish touring around USA. So that'll approximately be a month's time before she returns! :-(

Results going down down down

2011-08-28T18:19:00.002+08:00

Love staying out late at night with tamp gang. (& sometimes with ppl living in other areas like ziheng?)
We meet to study.. But it has never succeeded :/
We lepak, talk about stupid things, let time passes aimlessly, prank call ppl, etc.
Damn no life but it's always relaxing :)

This also explains my lousy prelim results actually :x
I won't be sad even if I screw up prelim 3 again.
Cuz I know it myself that I didn't even put it much effort at all.
So it's all okay B)

Meeting mn tomorrow!
So excited! ^^
It's been a long time since the entire mn gets together.
There's always only me, ade and ave..
(or actually, there's only ade and ave most of the times)
But it feels good to be texting people I haven't been lately! :D

Oh and I kinda miss 4E clique.
Ever since prelim 3 started, we didn't get to really speak to one another :(

Good bye & Everything's gonna turn out fine.

2011-07-19T00:27:00.005+08:00

Picture specially chosen since I'm leaving this blog for quite some time~

Yeah, these people are all awesome.

Jiaying, JJ, Chelsea, Sylvia, Hannah & Jolene.

I've so many misunderstandings to clear right now.
& I'm really sorry for all of those that I've caused..
I really am.

Well, I'm really thankful for all the true friends around me.
Those who're willing to sit down with me to talk for hours..
Those who're willing to tell me truths even if they might hurt.
Those who're willing to scold sense out of me.
Those who're willing to regard me as their friend.

& anyway, I'm going to leave this site for a time being.
Of course, I'll still make some occasional updates..
But it won't be often. Yeap so this is a goodbye-post :)

Bye~

Burnt

2011-07-17T18:21:00.001+08:00

This is my fav picture of today ;)

It has been a pretty long time since I last updated!
Yeah, I'm feeling lazy almost all the time.

Got back all my Prelim results,
& there's only a word for it: Disappointment.
Well, I have to admit that I didn't spend much effort on it..
Zetian is right, I need to wake up & start bucking up.
But I just can't! D':

You know, I'm feeling the fear,
& I'm feeling the urgency.
But I'm still not doing anything. -.-
I just cant sit still & study.
I've forgotten how does it feel to be a hardworking student.

I went swimming with Zt earlier on in the morning @ Tropica.
I was an hour late though :/
But we still enjoyed no matter what! :-)
Sunbathed in the sun for pretty long..
(everyone is telling me that I'm going to get skin cancer now)
Tsk. I just wanna be tanned T.T

Tsk Life Tsk

2011-07-09T12:59:00.003+08:00

I'm so sad! :(
Finally, Prelim 2 is over..
& I just wanna have a good weekend to enjoy.
So me & zetian decided to go swimming tomorrow @ Tropica.
But, DAMNZ LA. I'm having my red date now.
Killjoy x213137934 :'(

Anyway, I did badly for my EL paper :(
Damn disappointing.
& I'm pretty sure I won't do well in any of the papers..
All the teachers seem to be crashing my hopes.

& I really need to start studying hard :(
For ALL the papers, I only studied half/ less than half of the syllabus before taking the paper.
Yeah, super unprepared.
I need to change!

To either keep it going, or have a perfect ending.

2011-07-05T20:11:00.004+08:00

I have this tendency that I'll bottle things up.
But once I can't take it anymore, yeah, you'll see quite direct posts in this private space.
Well, but there are really times when none of you should take what I type in my posts seriously.
Cuz like I said, I usually have no idea what I'm typing when I'm unhappy.
But actually if anyone feels displeased while reading my unhappy posts, you should stop you know.
No one is forcing you.

Now I really feel like letting go..
Although I know the whole world will sincerely ask me not to,
except those sadists & probably some forever-hypocritical fakers.
Well, it feels pretty suffocating to be holding on like this.
Cause I know myself the best. (or maybe not)

I hope something changes my view & feelings soon.
I don't wanna make a regretful decision that will hurt anybody.
I just want it to either keep going, or have a perfect ending.

Ok so many days of picture-less posts, probably I should just add one:

Isn't it just so nice to be a pretty lady?

2011-07-04T23:22:00.001+08:00

I realised this..
Pretty girls always have their advantages.

No matter whether its getting a job or just in the normal daily life.
Pretty girls get more care and concern from everyone.
Pretty girls get to have a better say.
Pretty girls are well-liked.
Perhaps the only thing bad about being a pretty girl is that there may be people who start to get jealous & dislike her?

Well I'd say I'm pretty green about all the pretty girls I know.
Like ALL guys treat them nicer.
I've many guy friends,
& I realised that they are always happier when they get to talk to pretty girls.
I won't say that I'll get jealous, but I'm quite definite that I'm always envious.

& don't ask me why I post so many weird things today ok.
I've no idea why.
& those fakers, don't come to me & "you also very pretty what"
C'mon, save that for other people.
I won't fall for it.

Argh, maybe everyone should ignore this post.
Cuz whenever I'm unhappy, I don't really know what I'm typing.

I want gay friends. Cause they're non-typical.

2011-07-04T19:44:00.000+08:00

Guys are all typical.
Yeah guys who look at pretty/busty girls are normal (?)
But I just detest those attached guys who do..
Perhaps yes.. Attached or not, all guys have testosterone. (sorry I'm a biology student)
So? You can't blame them for it?

You know, I really wish to have a gay best friend.
Cause I think they're just cool & non-typical.
Of course, there are some who think about those stuffs but just don't show it out.
But I'd say, at least they're better than those who blatantly discuss about it verbally?
Like I said, I'm pretty fine about guys who're single doing that.
But attached guys? No way.

& definitely I'm not directing this to anyone.
I'm merely saying something I feel in this private site of mine.
& if any guys want to object to this violently, do so.
As in, if you think you're not the typical kind, please be proud to say so.

& I repeat, I'm only against attached guys who do so.

Sleepy

2011-06-29T15:57:00.003+08:00

Hi I am a sleepyhead now.
Life is such a bore when you're feeling fatigue almost every minute.
& the worst kind of tire you can ever get is the kind of:
"MY EYE LIDS ARE SO HEAVY BUT IM NOT HOMED SO I CAN'T SLEEP YET"
Yeah, freaking torturous.
But this only happens when you reach the optimum level of exhaustion.

Well, yesterday was the first time I go to zt's house with his family members around.
(But not the first time I met them la.)
Yeah, I've never dared to, but he's always here at my house cuz he got used to it long ago.
His parents weren't around though.
Just his grandma, aunt & bro. (which made it not so scary?)
Whatever it is, study session wasn't quite productive.

& YA I'M FEELING TIRED NOW.
good night :-*
I'm going to have my afternoon nap~

& oh no, he found out.
Not sure if he knows everything but ahhhhh~

Youyi Match

2011-06-29T00:35:00.002+08:00

Opening: AnglicanHigh vs Australia Youth (AHS WINS!)

Main item: Australian Boomers vs Team China (AUST WINS!)

Anglican won briliantly ;)

Gigantic China dunkers

Aussie Team warming up

Things that came unexpectedly

2011-06-25T02:36:00.000+08:00

I can't believe that this came so soon.. But, I'm starting to miss talking to you already, friend. & it's only less than 48 hours? Yeah but I still hate the fact that your name still triggers that unhappiness in me. This makes talking to you almost impossible.

Shucks. I really didn't expect a third party to know. I wanted to just vanish away silently. But I know, they know about it already. Ugh

Healing

2011-06-25T00:30:00.003+08:00

Feeling better now, I think. All those sms-es, fb messages & tweets from all of you are so comforting. Thank you all. Really do appreciate.

& my handsome best friend called me in the middle of night when I was sleeping too. Probably this will be the only time that when I got disturbed while sleeping, I won't get angry. In fact, I was pretty happy to hear his voice. (though I thought I was dreaming)

My other very good friend rang me up today too. He didn't call to cheer me up though.. Instead, he was the one who was sadder. & in the end, we both ended up crying during the conversation. But he did most of the talking. & I really feel sorry for him.. He's like so poor thing. I've never seen/ heard a guy cried like this before.
So dear friend, cheer up.

Sometimes it feels so amazing when two unhappy good friends get together & start crying over their own stories. We both didn't need the other party to cheer us up. All we needed was to have a listening ear. I only shared like a super small part of my story & I ended up crying already. What a failure.

& boyboy still doesn't know anything about this. Which means I'm pretty good at squeezing smileys into my messages to him. So anyone & everyone, please don't go & tell him anything about me being emo recently. & I know he doesn't read my blog + I privated my fb posts. So he won't know & I don't want him to know ok? I don't want him to be worrying about me. Thanks.

stop it stop it fag

2011-06-23T22:02:00.004+08:00

FREAKING STOP CRYING BITCHHHHHHH

sorry for not replying to all of your texts. i'll do so when i'm feeling better.

Loner Ass or Crybaby?

2011-06-23T21:50:00.001+08:00

I seem to be unable to get over it.

I didn't reply to that friend. Cuz his name simply reminds me of the convo last night.. (which I feel uncomfortable recalling about it) We used to be a pair of friends who can study together, talk about private things together, & joke around together. We were quite close, I suppose. (or maybe its just me who think so? I'm always having wishful thinkings.) Yeah but now its so hard to even say a word to him. But hey, he didn't do anything wrong. He merely came to tell me what's happening between me & this group of people.

I may seem to be a rather emo person now due to my tweets/ fb posts. But well, I'm not going to be suicidal, don't worry. There are just times when things affect you just that much.. Life is not going to be smooth-sailing all the time, of course. Just that I always tend to get more easily affected & emotional. (ya crybaby)

The people I would least expect texted me cheer up messages. (which was really comforting) But when I really need someone to talk to, I couldn't even find any.

M_ sisters: We're not quite close now anymore. So if I find any of them to talk to, they'll probably think that I'm crazy.
2_ clique: They're so busy with their lives. How can I intrude just like this.
3_/4_ clique: well, even harder to talk to. E____ seems to be mia.
H__x__: he's always joking around when I've got serious things to share.
Y_l____: he has enough troubles regarding his girl already.
M____: she seems to be really happy now. I shouldn't spoil her mood with my emo stories.
R___: drifted.
& that friend: if this matter didn't concern you, I'll definitely choese you to talk to.

So yes, this left me to be a loner ass. Feel like detaching myself from this world.

Truths

2011-06-23T06:05:00.000+08:00

It's 6am now. &. I haven't been sleeping for the entire night. Anyway, from my tweets, anyone could tell that i've been thinking alot today. & just an hour ago, a friend came to talk to me. He poured out everything that seemed to be truths to me. Truths that may hurt one badly. He left me with a really bad cry. And ya I'm still crying now. But whatever it is, I should be thanking him. And it's time for me to start facing reality bravely. I have to stop finding excuses to escape. I need to face things that are meant to be hurting, yet truthful.

Have a break!

2011-06-19T15:57:00.001+08:00

Around 2am, I went crazy. & I started camwhoring -_-

omg, I know this is horribly zilian-ish. Eew.

But baby looks really cute in that picture :)

My body clock is really screwed.

I can only sleep around 3-5am nowadays, not anytime earlier..

Not that I'm forced to, of course.

But I just can't :(

So I conclude, if this situation is not gonna change soon,

I am going to suffer big time when school reopens :'(

Anyway, I woke up early today for some ft outing @ changi beach.

So with only 3 hours of sleep, I really almost died :(

& so sorry, during the feedback time, I just went on shooting about everything.

Well, there're people who agree with what I mentioned ok.

But I admit I was, perhaps, too harsh.

I just didn't want to be pretentious or hypocritical..

I really find it a failure~ oh well.

Maybe I have a part to play too. (ok I'm sorry.)

Today is papa's day.

So I am not going to study yay~

Like all daddys, I'm going to have a good rest today ;)

I swear I'm damn tired. :(

Cream puffs for you, baby! ;)

2011-06-18T14:10:00.003+08:00

I made cream puffs for my baby boy last night! :D
BUT I THINK I CAN ONLY SEND IT INTO HIS MOUTH ON MONDAY :'(
Anyway, here is it:

Haha looks not bad right.
It tastes not bad too okay! ;)

Anyway, right now, I'm wasting time again omg.
I should be studying, I should be studying..
But ugh, throat is hurting like mad :-(
Swallowed a big mouth of chocolate filling, & this is what I get.. T.T

& I just realise, its less than 2 weeks to prelim 2.
WHAT THE HECK?!
I hate how time flies.
& I hate how I'm letting time flies off just like that. :'(

Ok I'll end this off with my pretty Meris' face. ily!

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2011-06-16T13:42:00.001+08:00

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Land of Orz 2011

2011-06-14T23:09:00.035+08:00

Elizabeth, Huizhen, Mouktita, Amanda! :D

Ok if you've no idea where've I been these few days,
I was at XSY 2011- The Land of Orz! :D

This year's student camp was a really good one for me..
Never regret sacrificing my studying time for it! :)
It was also a blessing that I'm in Wokers Party's Kopi O!
'Cuz this is the best group ever ^^

Although I was quite affected by how others look at me as the only girl in the group during the first few days of the camp,
I'm still glad that I belong to the group.
Perhaps I should have listened to Jasper & be more positive..
The "well-protected", "other-people-will-envy" kind of thoughts would make things better I guess.
Anyway, if you weren't there for the camp, Kopi-O consists of:
Yanhan, Khoonseng, Ziheng, Zetian, Reuben, Joshua, Ian, Daniel, Weitai, Weiqiang, Xinyong, Haixin, Huizhen & our leaders- Peiwen & Yuwen! :-)

&& WE WON THE BEST GROUP, BEST LEADER & BEST HOUSE! ;')
The taste of victory was plain shiok.

KOPI-O! :D

The Cutest Thing

2011-06-08T16:15:00.002+08:00

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I need something different~

2011-06-08T14:09:00.020+08:00

I like the newest version of draft.blogger!
Its so new & different ;)

Well, life has been pretty much of a bore these days.
But hmmm, Land of Orz is TOMORROW!~
Although I'm not really looking forward to it,
but I'm quite sure it'll be something much more interesting than the daily routine I'm having right now. :)
& I hope I don't turn out to be a loner :(
Although the guys kept assuring me that they will not leave me alone.. (?)

& yes, right now, its just 2.12pm & I'm already at home.
It feels really weird to return home right after school..
I guess this is not even my 5th time in my 4 years in AHS. :/
It just doesn't feel right.

& hello hello, check out http://zannelhz.blogspot.com!
Things are selling at really low prices now..
So hurry send in your orders while stock lasts! :)

Moolah moolah

2011-06-04T15:57:00.000+08:00

I'm going to make this a quickquick post or Mr Goh Z T gonna come after me again :(

Oh noooo, 5 days to student camp!
I've an agreement with baby but 5 days won't be enough for me! :'(
I have so many things to accomplish howhow :-(

& I'm running short of cash!
Have so many things to buy but can't really find any good deals :(
Well anyone knows where to get denim shorts with waist length less than 22"?
Preferably below 20 bucks~
& where to get leather biker's jacket below 30bucks??

Tag or sms me thanks! :D

Buck up buck up

2011-06-02T20:19:00.000+08:00

Today marks the end of GCE O Level SPA Exams! :D
& we've been getting back our scripts for Prelim 1.
Not well-done at all..
But like I said, I expected it already.
How am I suppose to do well when I haven't been studying much?

Well, Yanhan just reminded that Student Camp is just NEXT week!
Oh my, how time flies~
In this case, we're only left with one week to study for Prelim 2 before we go have fun?!
Its really scary to see how time flies and how time is wasted. :'(

Hmm. I keep having that unwanted feeling recently :-(

Oh did I mention?!
Meiji Chocorooms is freaking awesome! Yumyum ;)

No lifer's life

2011-05-31T19:55:00.000+08:00

Hello Sam Foo. I miss your laughter :(

Come beside me & laugh now plz.

Chem SPA Skill 3 today!
Screwed~ tsk add what water la act pro fail :'(
Haha. Quite sure that chem will be the easiest one though.
So I'm going to be more screwed for Phy & Bio :O

But I'm damn not determined to study. ):
I'm spending like more than 10 hours on tv & computer everyday.
& like all my other free time,
I'm either playing slitherlink on my phone or reversi on my itouch.
This is bad~

I was still quite hardworking over the last weekend actually.
I studied chem. & I was so proud of myself.
I went to show off the notes I did to Josh & Haixin..
But now, sigh. Back to square one :(

& I hate this kind of no-life daily routine..
I want to go out & enjoy everyday! :'(

All-time favourite video :)

2011-05-30T23:42:00.001+08:00

Yup this is my all-time favourite video ;)

She's really awesome~

Take things easy~

2011-05-30T22:51:00.001+08:00

Hmm partially recovered~
Quite apparent from the tone I use to talk to Zetian.
(oops sorry baby, I bet you had a hard time trying to get happy replies from me for the past few days )-: )
Well, I'm thankful for the people who cheered me on of course :)
Yesyes, take things easy~

For the next 3 days, it'll be SPA Skill 3.
Pretty sure that I'm not gonna do well for any of the 3 sciences..
But not as bad as Wanghaixin/ Ohkhoonseng/ Gohzetian I suppose? :/ Hahaha.
All the best to everyone who is reading this :-)

Oh & I just went for facial threading today.
This is my virgin experience, & definitely a cool one.
Although it is so torturous that I was tearing throughout the entire process?!
Yup, but it feels rather good now :-)
Wanted to try it out long ago..
But everyone kept pangseh-ing me.
E.g. GRACE TAN LISHAN & XANTHE LIN HUIXIAN?! :(

Unusual long & wordy post, you can just skip this

2011-05-29T15:50:00.001+08:00

I'm not quite sure if this will turn out to be an emo-nemo post.
But har. I'm definitely not feeling awesome.

After all these years, I think I've grown to understand many things. Not trying to indicate that I'm mature now, but I realised that many things just won't happen the way we wish for. Or should I just put it in a simpler way? We have no choice. & We have no control of fate.

Very often, we get sick & tired of everything in life. Feeling worn out, we just didn't know what to do next.. & if we ever have a choice, we'll probably choose not to take any action.

& we hate things that happened the way we do not hope for. (For me? Yes, things, not humans.)

I hate it when others put me down in any way, but I do not hate them. I repeat, I do not hate the people. Let's just take it as I deserve it, serves me right? Well, I hate the way humans judge one another. I'm tired of putting up with insults about the way I look, the way I behave, the way I speak, the way I walk, the way I'm born to be. I'm tired of putting up a fake smile, acting like I'm totally fine. I'm tired of constantly brainwashing myself to think that everything is alright & I love everyone. I'm tired of having to mind about what others have to say about me. I'm tired of bottling up everything within me.

But so what if I really thrash everything out? The fact is that no one truly & totally understands.

I hate myself for being affected so easily. I hate it whenever things get stucked in my head for as long as forever. I hate it when I get affected by what others say about me & start thinking so lowly of myself. I hate to hide under blankets & silently cry. I hate to wake up in the morning with my entire eye covered with eye boogers.

& I've no idea who to trust, & who not to. I am confused by how quickly humans change. I am stupefied by the intimidating number of two-faced friends around me. I am appalled by the fact that backstabbing is so common. I'm afraid that I may just be one of the victims. I'm afraid that I'll be left alone to fight all battles myself.

When that happens, can I just give my faith & hope up on everything? I wish that I won't have to care so much.

holiday-mood

2011-05-28T00:44:00.000+08:00

As usual, I'm hungry now.
That's the problem when I don't fall asleep before midnight..
I'll just keep eating & eating.
& when Zetian knows about it, he'll keep nagging on & on~
"You uh, forever so unhealthy one...." blahblah.

Finally, week of EL workshop is over.
Its damn slack, but really a waste of time :(
Well, SPA Skill 3 exam is next week..
& I'm really dead this time. :'(

Have been heading down to Toa Payoh to watch Wushu Nationals.
Perhaps its really a blessing that I chose not to join this time round..
I don't have to get stressed up,
& I don't have to experience a second blow this year~
But I witnessed so many zaikias compete & they really inspired me!

Staying up late all night

2011-05-26T18:59:00.000+08:00

I am feeling the woah-damn-tired feeling right now T.T

Ok this whole week is totally a waste of time for me..

Apparently the EL workshop isn't benefitting me at all,

& obviously I'll not be studying after school.

& I never had tuition in my life..

Somehow I feel that tuition can help to force people study?

Well, went Toa Payoh Sports Hall to watch competition yesterday.

Grats Harold for clinching silver~ :-)

First medal for wuxuan this season!

Supposed to go support Ruiming today too..

But ugh, I'm really feeling damn tired :'(

I know I have to start studying, but I just can't :(

It feels like holiday to me.

But well, I know this'll make all the "I will make a comeback for Prelim 2" promises become bullshit.

Freak hate this feeling!

& Olevel SPA Skill 3 is next week! :O

I've no idea how to do at all seriously :'(

School life isn't that bad afterall

2011-05-24T17:52:00.000+08:00

Went to bed @ 11pm last night.
Turned & tossed; only slept @ almost 4am..
Things can't get more horrible than this.
Furthermore the weather was almost unbearable :(

Reached school thinking that my life is dull for school is boring.
But somehow, I survived through without much misery?
Cuz apparently throughout the entire EL workshop, I was playing 5-in-a-row with Enoch :)
& HEY I PASSED MY CHEM PAPER!!!!! :D
This is damn shiok ;)

Went to eat @ Kim Gary (T1).
Nua-ed there for almost 4 hours with Mouk & Hweet..
Talked & talked, even cried cuz of certain topic?
But uh, its been a long long time since I really sat down for hours just to talk.
Feeling really good right now for emptying so much outta me :)
Thanks babes~ ♥

Do comment on whether this layout is nicer or the previous one :-)

Just keep reading ;)

2011-05-23T15:38:00.001+08:00

Gave chek jawa a miss ;)

Which means I got to sleep till 1plus in the afternoon today ^^

Well, just pray hard that they won't ask me to pay for it -_-

Changed my blog layout.
Just something new cuz I'm so tired of the previous one :)

Nuffnang gonna put more ads & pay me more cuz my readership stat is coming back! :D

Yeah, it totally went down down down during exam period.

But I'm sec4 this year,

so I suppose stats will be going down soooon again? :(
You guys should just keep reading ;)

Awesome life without stress from school ;)

2011-05-22T23:15:00.001+08:00

Yesterday night was Tai & Sheng's birthday celebration.
I was like 2 hours late so I had no choice but to cab there..
*ok quite heart pain about the money* :'(
Anyway, we went bowling..
Made some tyco strikes hahaha ;)

Today was awesome much!
I pulled myself outta bed & took bus to pasir ris for training.
*so proud of myself!* ^^
Looking @ the others being so nervous for upcoming competition,
I feel so damn relaxxxxx~ :D
A month ago, it was a total opposite situation haha.

Well anyway, I went bedok point to meet my baby darling after lunch.
Helped him with Chinese 'cuz his paper is nearing!
So worried for him :'(

Then he went off for tuition.
I waited outside his tuition centre without him knowing at all.
So after 2.5 hours when he finally came out,
he was so surprised! :D
Came over to my place & I cooked dinner for him.
Sucha happy life right~ ^^

Doing something for you makes me chuckle with joy ;)

2011-05-21T16:22:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was kinda eventful ;)

Went out with MN in the afternoon!
Outing was quite fail :(
But at least we got to catch up with one another :)
& finally, MN outing with full attendance! ;D
(Adeline, Aveline, Celin, Deborah, Huizhen, Jolene, Sylvia!)

Went ft at night with mummy, jinnee & baby Angela! :D
I'd say, I'm a rather fail godmummy.
Sorry Angela, godmummy is damn busy with school :(

Anyway, made sushi! ;)
No idea why, suddenly felt like making for Zetian & sending it over to his house.
& yup, I did.

I took a random bus that I didn't take before & well, I got lost.
Kinda scary but I found my way in the end. (was already 11++ pm by then?)
Waited for baby to come home & when he saw me,
HE WAS SO SPEECHLESS! :D
I felt so happy & satisfied, like really! ;)
Cabbed home with a minute of midnight charge.

Anxiety

2011-05-20T11:38:00.000+08:00

Stacy Lim Siwen! ♥

Starting to miss her already :(

Waking up early on a supposedy-no-school day for oral is a screwed up idea.
Quite deprived of sleep );
& if there's really such thing as sleep debt,
I wonder how many weeks I have to hibernate to pay of my debt.

Rotting in the library with Adeline now?
We're like two homeless souls :'(
Hope long-awaited MN outing will be fun later! ;)
We haven't even had one with everybody attending since last year?
or even last last year.

Gave cage a miss.
Although I really wanna see how it looks like,
& witness the soccer rivalry between my friends. :(
Hmm. Quite positive that it'll be exciting though.
According to khoonseng, I was supposed to go there and be "photographer" -_-
But hah, MN outing is rare ;)

nah its not over yet,

2011-05-20T00:45:00.000+08:00

Finally, prelim 1 ended.
It was plain hell.
But prelim 2 is just few weeks away..
& I'm not prepared for anymore hell to come :(

Just caught fast & furious with:
Zetian, Khanliang, Ziheng, Reuben, Khoonseng, Alvin, Joshua, Haixin, Kaiyuan, Sean, Xinyong.
Nice movie la ;)
All the macho guys & sexy women. ^^

I hate thisssss!

2011-05-18T19:28:00.000+08:00

Prelim's not over yet, but I'm totally in the heck-it mood.

Probably also 'cuz its emath tomorrow & I've really no mood to study.

I've never felt so fail before..

I don't know what happened to me ugh.

& the problem is that I keep contradicting myself..

For a moment, I think that its okay to flunk it & I'm not gonna care anymore.

Then the next moment I start mourning over it.

Ugh hate this~

I know there's no use for me to say that I'll work harder for the next prelim if I'm not gonna do it.

But fag.. I really feel like giving O levels up now -_-

My current standard is like.. shit?

So far for all the papers, there's a chance that I'll fail almost all.

Yeah. I used to be walking out of the exam hall having the confidence of an A1.

But right now, all I can think of is either a pass, or a fail.

Hate this! Really do.

I do need some motivation.

But will it really help in boosting my confidence once again?

damn screwed.

2011-05-07T16:02:00.001+08:00

All my lovers' birthday this week. HAHA
Goh Zetian -muacksmuacks-, Mouktita Lim, Reuben Lim, Grace Brace Tan & Toh Xianghao! :D
Aww, all so old already ;)
Love you all ♥♥♥♥

Well, Prelim 1 started on Thurs.
3 papers down!
& truthfully, I screwed all three..
BUT HA-HA <-if you cant sense the sarcasm -_-
"Its ok, this is just prelim. I'll own your ballz when Olevels come. Watch out!" ;)

stress stress :'(

2011-05-01T17:02:00.000+08:00

Sorry for irregular blog updates again.

Prelim1 is just 4 days away..

& I'm definitely not prepared for it.

I'm damn stress :(

2.4 damn failz.

Sudden red surprise (3rd time this month omg), plus stitch & all.

Dizzy spells :'(

But I love hilary muackmuacks. ^^

& Adeline Aveline! ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Its baby's birthday tomorrow! :O

CCA-less

2011-04-24T11:43:00.000+08:00

So annoyed by the tagboard spammers );

Anyway, I'm officially CCA-less!
To be really honest,
I feel damn weird & uneasy now :s
I am so used to having ccas everyday,
& sometimes even double ccas in one day.

But I've to admit,
I feel really relieved now.
& I am really proud of myself for pulling through this tedious period.
It is really not easy at all.
Two competitions going on at the same time,
both practices were tough.

But I survived! ^^

Good Friday is definitely damn good,
cuz there's no school! :D
Went to study with Zetian, Ziheng & Yanhan.
First time, its not quite fail ^^
At least I studied something. :)
& I think ziheng finally studied too! ;)

Band Day 2011

2011-04-22T21:36:00.000+08:00

AHClarinets 2011! ♥

AHBand 2011! ♥

Feel it, but it isn't enough.

2011-04-20T11:33:00.002+08:00

Huixin! ♥

Updating @ sekolah! ;)
My phone's batt is dying already, thanks uh zetian -_-

Well, I'm feeling the urgency for Prelims already! :O
But like what Enoch says,
"We feel the stress, but the stress isn't enough to make us study."
& that "When we finally feel enough stress to make us study, we realise that there's only a week left to Prelims. So we begin to regret."
This is damn true, isn't it?
Pretty sure many of you guys are feeling this way too.
Sigh. Come everybody, Jiayou :)

AHBand handover tomorrow :'(

Oh I've been like shopping online at least once every week.
& each time, 50-100bucks just fly away like that :O
Heart pain :'(
Hope nuffnang send me my cheque soon..
That's like my only source of income other than pocket money from daddy. :(

AHWushu farewell :')

2011-04-19T20:19:00.000+08:00

AHWushu handover today.
AHHHHH MR TONG & LUOLAOSHI DAMN SWEET! ^^
Although wushu's farewell is bloody simple & cheapskate compared to band's,
I am damn touchedddd~ :')
Love all of you, awesome people! :-*

Really, I didn't regret joining AHWushu at all.
Although it was really tough for me,
I enjoyed..
All thanks to all of you :)

Unusual Saturday

2011-04-16T20:04:00.000+08:00

AHWushu Bgirls 2011 :)

Its been a really long time since I last woke up late on a Saturday.
Yeap, I didn't have to go to school today ;)
Feels weird but well, this is nice. ^^

Gonna be a good good girl..
-study
-study

-& study ;)

Yesyes, & I'll try my best to keep this site alive..
So you guys should just keep reading & perhaps, tag. :)

Yeah I know, my blog posts can be really boring 'cuz its all about my own daily stuffs..
BUT I hate those bloggers who try to be interesting by bitching about others -.-
Its damn stupid I swear.

First revival post!

2011-04-16T00:24:00.001+08:00

Pub heads! :D

Competitions finally ended,
& this means that I'll have more time for this site! :D
Well, feel so relieved now, yet so unwilling to let it go..
AHBand brought me so many memories in this 4 years,
& AHWushu definitely added joy to my school life in this 2 years.

I'd say, mixed feelings..

(Btw, Haven't uploaded pictures from syf & wushu champs.
So I'll post some pictures from band camp first k! ^^)

SYF 2011
Tedious band practices that we've been enduring through paid off.
Finally, we achieved the Gold award..
But that was just a form of encouragement.
What really mattered most was that we really enjoyed ourselves up on stage :)
Well done, AHBand.

Interschools Wushu Championship 2011
From choreographing the steps till the very day of the competition,
I swore I worked really hard.
Although I often cry in the midst of trainings due to stress/etcetc,
but I really enjoyed.
Losing in all my events is really saddening,
but that doesn't mean that I'm giving it up.
'cuz I'll definitely work harder towards my first medal :)
Anw, well done Cdiv!

Right now, its really time to concentrate on preparing for O's.
This sucks, of course.
But well, just have to go all for it! :)

Night fear

2011-03-19T21:22:00.003+08:00

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DON'T BLINK.

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I'm here just to say hi. ;)

Busy Buzy

2011-03-15T21:21:00.000+08:00

I'm using the com for hours everyday but yet I'm not updating my blog at all.
So yeah, I feel bad. :(

Well, how can March Holidays ever be not busy for me..
My schedule is like WOAHHHH~
But currently, I'm still enjoying it hehe I don't know why.

I'm damn into wushu now. ^^

(if haixin sees this, he's gonna tell me how much he hates me going for wushu again lol)

(second 'xD' face already! haha so cute!)

Anyway, Sunday was WeiQiang's birthday celebration!
I didn't had much fun, lest say about food.
But it was still not bad I'd say :)

Go to Facebook & see the pictures (esp candids) taken..

I think its damn awesome hahaha.
All of them look so cute ;)

Hello idiot,

2011-03-07T12:31:00.000+08:00

This won't be a long post 'cuz I'm currently in the com lab,
& there's only 2 minutes left before the bell rings.

Well, I kinda like EL lessons now.
Having Lily Koh as my teacher isn't a very bad thing after all.
Although I used to dislike her for being strict,
& giving never-ending piles of homework,
at least I'm not doing nothing during EL lessons like the past few years.
So yup, I think my EL grades will improve under her guidance ;)

Goh Ze Tian is damn mean today pfsh :(

Oh & AHBand will be having workshop with Dr Hardy Mertens later!
Hope it'll turn out to be good :)

Cried so much. So tired.

2011-03-05T22:37:00.001+08:00

I'm going to summarise everything into the following 15 points:

1. Today is a bad bad day.

2. Wanted to type a long post to rant but I decided that I shouldn't disclose so much.
3. I am feeling super lethargic now.
4. I had wushu training in the morning & I broke down again.

5. I felt like a useless loser who fails as a training leader.

6. I went to band right after I stop crying.
7. I thought everything gonna be okay.

8. Plus Mr Chua was super nice to me!

9. But I broke down again.. Don't ask me why.

10. & Don't assume cause you WON'T know why. Nobody would know.

11. Cried damn long until I got headache ._. (I couldn't find anyone to talk to)
12. But I am going to work harder, sucker.
13. Which means, I wouldn't have any time for my academics AT ALL till syf & wushu comp are over.

14. I'm still surviving (with ccas EVERYDAY & tests ALMOST EVERYDAY)

15. I am so proud of myself.

& my tagboard is so dead.

Champions! ♥

2011-03-04T00:03:00.000+08:00

oh, screw CA1

2011-02-28T22:59:00.000+08:00

Had band exchange with Hwa Chong, Nan Hwa, Regent & Peirce.
Nothing much?~
Had a good time hilling down with Hongwei, Junlong & Weileng :-)
Long time since I last chatted with them :(

Went Queenstown with Jolene today to get our publicity projects settled.
Its true that we slacked for the whole of last year..
So its really time for us to start contributing!

& yeah, two projects down! ;-D

CA1's results gonna be really lousyyyy :-(
Perhaps some subjects will score pretty well?
While the others gonna flunk :'(

Go bgirls! :D

2011-02-25T00:11:00.000+08:00

Our wushu Bgirls are making progress!
I won't say its very good progress but its really a good improvement :-)
Keep it up girls! Work harder! :D

Well, I am so busy but I'm still making an effort to blog ^^
Stayed in school till almost 10pm today.
There was a friendly match between siglap & m'sia team :-)
Siglap is so damn strong now with all the slingers/ phillipines :D
But tian isn't joining in their training recently :-(

Hmm its basketball East Zone semifinals tomorrow!
Good luck dudeeeees :-D
Y'all should just thrash ngee ann ^^ hehe.
Go sheng zhong! :-)
-sigh I don't think I'll be able to watch :'(-

Anyway, I've not been studying,
& I did badly for all the tests :'(
I really regret not studying.. Really do.
So I gonna start :-)

New layout! :)

2011-02-20T15:45:00.003+08:00

I've changed my layout, added widgets like "facebook likes", "formspring" & "twitter".
But, the layout sucks in all browsers (which includes mobile browsers), except for mozilla firefox :)

So yeah,
1. click on the 'like' button! :-)
2. feel free to ask me anything on formspring. (I'm very new to it though.)
3. follow me on twitter :D

I'll try to gain my blog stats back by updating more regularly! :)

I'm hoping for that achievement & I'm working towards it. What about you?

2011-02-20T14:37:00.001+08:00

I'm still as busy as ever, with ccas every single day.
But having 2 ccas is my choice,
so I've nothing much to complain about?

Well, 6 more weeks to both band's SYF & Wushu Interschool!
Its not a lot of time left :-(
But I'm looking forward to it! :)
& the freedom after it! :-D

But I gotta be really hardworking for the next few weeks.
Selfprac more & brush up my clarinet skills!
& spend more time on my wushu individual event :-)
Apparently my team kept disappointing me again & again with the atrocious attendance & attitude.
So well, I've decided to stop sacrificing all my time that I could use to practice my individual event on the team events.

But I really hope we can win for the team events! :'(

Don't you girls hope to achieve something before handing over to the next batch?!

I know how I look like, you don't have to give any comments

2011-02-18T22:03:00.004+08:00

I am so sad.
Freaking sad but I'm born like this la.
Karma~ :(

I am ugly.
I've bad complexion.
I need braces. Totally~ :'(
I don't have a good figure (lol) Fat thighs T.T
I hate my looks la zz.
But I'm trying to accept what I'm made to be like.

I'm just tired

2011-02-16T20:49:00.000+08:00

When I keep quiet, it doesn't mean I'm emo-ing.

When I ignore you, it doesn't mean I'm angry with you.

Cuz I'm often stoning (cuz I'm tired)

I was feeling so damn lethargic today.
So sorry if you happened to see my black face, talked to me & I dao-ed you :x
Much apologies!~

Apparently it was so tough to keep myself awake during lessons :-(
I know I had a good sleep during Chinese. & I drooled omg.
I realise I tend to drool if I have a deep sleep with my head on the table.. :/
Worksheets with saliva are disgusting I know :(

Hmm I didn't engage myself in welcome party today.
Too tired to have any fun -_-